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Post by Alfred F. Jones on Aug 18, 2012 13:48:22 GMT -5
Arthur,
Well at least I ain't callin' you a woman. That's got to be a step up right? I have looked up to you and I respect you... Arthur if you want to talk with me you're gonna have ta' deal with slang sometimes. It's just how I talk, how most of my people talk I can't help myself sometimes. And Funny because I seem to remember being the one to race to your rescue once or twice. I've helped a lot of people even if you don't want to see it.
And here I thought you wanted your former colonies to have a relationship with you. Ungrateful? Arthur without you I could never have become the country I've become, even if I had to force you to let go so I could do what was best for my people. I'm very grateful for everything you did for me. And yeah I suppose I don't know much about your life. That's why I started writing to you. I wanted to get back in touch with you so that I could know something about your life. I didn't mean it that way Arthur... I just... I have a life of my own and people who are important to me who I spend time with is all I was trying to say.
I'm glad that Turk's been helping you, really I am. He's a great guy and I hope things work out for you two. If you don't want me to write anymore then fine. Just don't write back and I'll stop trying to have any relationship with you if that's what you prefer.
Sincerely, Alfred F. Jones
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Post by Iona "Inny" O'Neill on Aug 23, 2012 8:45:37 GMT -5
Dear Arthur,
How are you? It's been a while. I apologise for the fact we lost contact; sadly it's been busy over here, to say the very least. Anyway, we should meet up for a pint and a catch up at some point.
Congratulations on the Olympics, by the way. I must admit, they were brilliant. I did manage to get some medals, so we were all pretty happy over here!
With love and luck, Iona
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on Aug 23, 2012 18:44:54 GMT -5
Arthur, I am glad to hear that you think that. I will always forgive you, you have forgiven me for so much, much more thatn you should have. ...Yea, I do it more than a lot of people, hopefully you can learn to ignore the moments when I do stick my foot in my mouth. Then I don't know how to help then. Try writitng everything down, hopefully you'll be able to figure it out. Some......Some things are best left not remembered, best left forgotten....Just, just forget it, it doesn't matter anymore, it has no bearing on the preset nor how much I love you. Sadiq Dear Sadiq, You might believe I shouldn't have forgiven some of your faults but I know we all make mistakes that and we all deserve to be forgiven. Forgiving you fighting against me was difficult but even with how much that hurt me I still loved you. I'll try to learn how to ignores those moments since they lead to fights. Somethings hurt to remember but I don't wish to forget anything. I've been writing a journal but I still don't understand why I keep having these dreams. Recently they have changed some and are more about my siblings picking on me but still Ottoman appears. Sadiq are you afraid I'm going to remember something I shouldn't or stop loving you? Sincerely, Arthur
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on Aug 23, 2012 18:54:37 GMT -5
Dear Kiku,
Since you request and seem to be against it more than usual I will not go in any of the rooms that you have not given me permission from entering. I do not want to make you feel uncomfortable in your own home. Yes, appearances are important and I would not like to damage the friendship we currently have. You don't need to explain this to me Kiku because I understand this better than most would. I take time everyday to clean my house to prevent it from ever turning to a mess so I will not go never the hidden messes of your house.
I still wish to visit and see if I can help more.
Sincerely, Arthur
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on Aug 23, 2012 20:43:57 GMT -5
Dear Joseph,
I had to give up on my efforts to make him eat because all I managed to do was make him feel he needs to hide his body from everyone. You might need to sit down with him and explain that you’re worried about his health after his weight loss. Don’t worry Joseph I know you don’t enjoy how much he picks on me but it is the norm for Hamish to act that way so it is a good sign. I’m not sure I would understand since I don’t know what keeps you from forgiving him. My family all have done horrible things to each other and I’ve nearly killed two of my siblings so I might not be one who should talk about how important forgiving your family is. Joseph don’t try to tell me you weren’t running when you wanted to join a monastery and leave everyone else. Yes, I’m sure he did see that but he also saw that he couldn’t live without having you by his side. Have you not noticed? You’re his only friend and he wants you to be happy with him since he loves you and you’re the only person that seems to be able to ignore him when he snaps. Hamish seems to enjoy making you happy with him and if you don’t need him he will want nothing more than to lock himself away or that is how it seems to me. I could be wrong. No need to explain that to me Joseph. I support you being with whomever you want even if it seems to be that you love the devil. Joseph don’t say that when you know he can’t live without you. Even if you don’t wish to be with him in a romantic way he still needs to have you around. I don’t think that was your fault Joseph. If anyone has a hope of helping him it will be you because he loves and trusts you.
Sincerely, Arthur
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on Aug 23, 2012 21:04:34 GMT -5
Dear Alfred,
Please refrain from using the word ain’t when writing to me. I don’t take my other colonies calling mum as an insult since most of them called me the motherland from the beginning so they mean it affectionately. Alfred there are times where I feel that I am just a joke to you so it is hard to believe you when you say you respect me. I do not understand why you love using slang so much. Well I don’t enjoy when people don’t use proper English just because everyone else isn’t using it. Alfred don’t start this game. Correct me if I am wrong but did I not have to beg for you to join two wars that could have ended with me dying but you only joined the first war because I owed you money and you couldn’t get that money if I died. You were my colony and when I needed you, you refused to help until you saw how it benefited you! Alfred do you know how much it hurt to know my child didn’t want to help me and make me have to prepare for my death?
I do want a relationship with my former colonies but it is hard to have a relationship with someone that has caused me as much pain as you have. If you don’t mind me asking when was the last time you showed me that you are grateful for any of the things I did for you? Not once have I ever felt you were grateful for all I did to help you become the nation you are today. We both don’t know much about each other’s lives anymore. You don’t need to force yourself into being part of my life again. When you were a child you were so ready to get away I won’t force you to come back into my life. Now you have your own life with a woman that you love and friends that mean a lot to you, you don’t need me around in your life anymore.
I already know Sadiq is a great guy and he always has been the best to me. Right now he seems like my only chance at being with someone that loves me.
Sincerely, Arthur
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on Aug 23, 2012 21:20:52 GMT -5
Dear Iona,
I've been fine now that my stress levels are back down to normal. How about you? You were busy so please try not to worry about it. When we most contact all you managed to miss was Hamish having one of his melt downs and almost losing Joseph. Yes, we need to meet up but with our family history a bar is a bad idea for a meet up.
Thank you! It was stressful having it since I feel that if I rest for a single moment something will go wrong. I'm sure you were cheering on your athletes the whole time. Next summer Olympics will be odd since it will be during the winter.
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Post by Honda Kiku on Aug 25, 2012 12:04:42 GMT -5
Asa-san,
Thank you for your kind understanding.
Yes. when would you be coming? I am already preparing my house to be ready for visitors again.
Japan Honda Kiku
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Post by josephseidl on Sept 15, 2012 5:43:45 GMT -5
Servus Arthur,
I see. Mei, Hammy is eating a little now, even if it’s obvious that he has to force himself to do so. I told him, Jessas, it should be obvious how worried I am. All I want is for both of us to get well and to stay together. I am worried… no, outright scared that he’d ruin his health and/or push me away again. That’s exactly what I mean. Jessas, all of my siblings have fought each other at some point and more than once some of them escaped death. What do you think why I can’t forgive the Preiss of all people? I can’t forgive him, because I already did a long, long time ago. But fighting with him is just too much fun to stop… and I think he enjoyed a good fair fight too after the time with Russia. … I wasn’t running away… No, I mean yes… but no… I saw that Hammy felt bad, but I didn’t know if it was for my sake or because I didn’t want him to be with Gilbert. Hammy pushed me away when I freaked out about it… and I thought it was because he chose the Preiss over me… and I couldn’t take it. I couldn’t take the thought of losing Hammy. … I also want to be happy with him, and I want him to be happy with me too. L-love…?! *flushes* T-that was n-never… I-I mean… I can’t just like that… even if I wanted… in a romantic way… But I need him too, Arthur. I need him so much. I hope that you’re right about that. I could never forgive myself if I let him down again.
Pfiadi, Joseph
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Post by Antonio Fernández Carriedo on Sept 30, 2012 17:07:43 GMT -5
Hola Arturo,
Hello Arturo, how are you señor cejas? It has been a long time since we've had a friendly conversation-- I hope that you do not mind.
Respecto, Antonio --------- Senor Cajes- Senor Eyebrows, in the most casual way possible
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Post by Elena Jones on Oct 4, 2012 10:37:54 GMT -5
HI UNCLE IGGY!!!!
It's been so long!!! How are you? How are things over ther across the pond? *sends hugs through mail*
much love, Elena!!!
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Post by Alfred F. Jones on Oct 17, 2012 15:57:25 GMT -5
Dear Alfred, Please refrain from using the word ain’t when writing to me. I don’t take my other colonies calling mum as an insult since most of them called me the motherland from the beginning so they mean it affectionately. Alfred there are times where I feel that I am just a joke to you so it is hard to believe you when you say you respect me. I do not understand why you love using slang so much. Well I don’t enjoy when people don’t use proper English just because everyone else isn’t using it. Alfred don’t start this game. Correct me if I am wrong but did I not have to beg for you to join two wars that could have ended with me dying but you only joined the first war because I owed you money and you couldn’t get that money if I died. You were my colony and when I needed you, you refused to help until you saw how it benefited you! Alfred do you know how much it hurt to know my child didn’t want to help me and make me have to prepare for my death? I do want a relationship with my former colonies but it is hard to have a relationship with someone that has caused me as much pain as you have. If you don’t mind me asking when was the last time you showed me that you are grateful for any of the things I did for you? Not once have I ever felt you were grateful for all I did to help you become the nation you are today. We both don’t know much about each other’s lives anymore. You don’t need to force yourself into being part of my life again. When you were a child you were so ready to get away I won’t force you to come back into my life. Now you have your own life with a woman that you love and friends that mean a lot to you, you don’t need me around in your life anymore. I already know Sadiq is a great guy and he always has been the best to me. Right now he seems like my only chance at being with someone that loves me. Sincerely, Arthur Arthur, I don't know what to tell you Arthur. I don't know what you want to hear from me. I know I've made a lot of mistakes in the past, but who hasn't. I just wanted to try and see if we could manage to start talking without fighting. I guess maybe it was stupid to try. I'm really glad for you I am. I hope that you're happy. Sincerely, Alfred
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Post by Sadiq Adnan on Oct 24, 2012 14:52:20 GMT -5
Arthur
Its the way all of us work, we are force to fight with and against those we do not wish too. And yes, often when I may seem an ass or put my foot in my mouth, its by accident and I don't mean it and I often don't realize I do it. So please ignore it, it would save us both pain in the long run.
A journal is a good idea, perhaps you can find a common thread. I really don't know what to say to that, there are some things I've forgotten and I don't think I want them back. If you didn't stop loving me then, I'm sure you won't now.
All my love. Sadiq
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