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Post by Arthur Kirkland on May 18, 2012 15:18:28 GMT -5
Dear Sadiq,
Sorry I can't help it when I'm upset I end up always calling everyone by their country name. I don't mean to. If I would have waited longer maybe I still could have been happy. No don't say that because Portugal didn't do anything wrong.
Anyone who is as horrible as I, deserves to die alone so please don't try to convince me otherwise. Sadiq I know you've never wanted to hurt anyone ever before well not counting when I stole you mask all those years ago. I'm sorry for saying I was going to go away. It's not healthy and it would make me no better than Hamish who is kicking everyone out. Please don't talk like that Sadiq. You're a good guy and I don't want you to be alone and hurting because what he did to you.
No! We are not starting over! I refuse to just try to forget everything that happened between us. If it was good or bad I don't care because I want to remember.
Sincerely, Arthur
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on May 18, 2012 15:25:32 GMT -5
Dear Kou,
Don't worry too much though I am a little upset that one of my children would so suddenly break off contact when we seemed to not be fighting. You shouldn't skip work to play video games unless you want to be like America one day. Why were you grounded by China? I'm a little surprise you're sitting if he was that upset over something you did.
Yes, I broke up with Portugal so the marriage is off. I wanted to get married but things just weren't going right and I had to end things before we ruined our friendship. Sorry that I will not be getting married so you can be brothers and step-brothers. Can we not talk about this?
Sincerely, Mum
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on May 18, 2012 15:30:03 GMT -5
Dear Lithuania,
I understand that feeling because without the letters I'm not sure if I would have been able to talk to the other nations as much as I do now.
Yes right now it seems to be the broken heart season so many of the nations who were happy not that long ago are now upset. I'm glad you haven't been caught up in the depression.
Sincerely, England
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on May 18, 2012 15:36:01 GMT -5
Fine ARTHUR, Geeze dude lighten up on the name thing, I'm just tryin'a be frienly ya'know? Ah geeze... that really... sucks. I'm sorry about that Art yhur. You gonna be alright pops? I've been pretty good. Trying to keep up with my work, keep an eye on the kids, and plan the wedding. Geeze... I get it I get it I won't call you "Arty". No need to be so snappy. Yo, Alfred Dear Alfred, I will not lighten up when you are calling me Artie or any of those other nonsense nicknames. You can be friendly and still call me by my name. Alfred you're doing it on purpose and you know it. I'll be fine but Do.Not refer to me as pops ever again! Please don't say wedding. Just thinking about weddings hurts so please refrain from bring it up again. I can be as snappy as I want git! Sincerely, Arthur Kirkland
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on May 18, 2012 15:41:59 GMT -5
Iggirisu-san, Very well. Please do inform me when you arrive in Hokkaido. I would like to have time to prepare for your arrival. I hope so. But half the battle has already started. I apologise for my impatience. I simply could not wait. ... It would be shameful to ask for more help when you had already tried to help me with him before.. Perhaps I should have in hindsight.. But hindsight make everything perfect. Yes. Japan Honda Kiku Dear Kiku, I have arrived and I'm currently taking a taxi toward your house. My apologies if this does not give you enough time to prepare for my arrival but seeing as your other half has come out I think any efforts you put towards preparing the house for my stay will be destroyed by him. Do not worry about this Kiku. We are friends so please don't think it's shameful to ask for my help when you need it. Just take a deep breath and I'll be there soon. Sincerely, Arthur Kirkland
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on May 18, 2012 15:54:30 GMT -5
Dear Feliciano,
That's quiet odd even when Hamish is upset he always goes to the meetings just so he's away from everything. Feliciano I'm sorry I didn't go to the meeting and that you were expecting me. It was wrong of me to not try to use that as time to be able to see a friend that cares about me. You don't think Hamish likes you? Know how in school boys pick on girls because they don't know how to show they want to be friends or if they have a crush? That is how Hamish acts. He picks on the people he likes and doesn't realize he is hurting them with what he says and does. I heard about that... Are you doing okay? Oh yes I heard Joseph was trying to get Hamish to go over there too. Well if you want to see why find Hamish and look at him. He does most of the paperwork now and has taken his break up bad. If I have to go there I will see if he does show up.
Yes, Sadiq has been helping me but I've realized something that might make things worse. I still love Sadiq and he doesn't feel the same. He might not be able to help anymore so I'll make sure he is doing okay then I might have to be on my own when it comes to getting over Portugal.
Sincerely, Arthur
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on May 18, 2012 16:10:19 GMT -5
Dear Joseph,
He must have changed a lot after he lost his memories since from what I hear from you and Gilbert he once was shy and sweet not how he is now. His memory loss makes me wonder if any other nations have had memory loss before. Hamish believes that any older brother can forgive their siblings so yes he does. Joseph he might think that since he has forgiven me for everything I did to him. Feliciano is probably the only person who can help with how hurt he was over what happened before. When was Ludwig not oblivious to the world around him? Still that is not reason to take the wrong side. Even though I know them better doesn't mean I know much about them. Having Hong Kong as a colony did help learn about them and also visiting some of the others helped me understand them a little better. Joseph I understand you are still upset with Japan but please do not insult him when speaking to me. Hamish won't speak to me or answer my calls anymore. If I'm lucky one of his islands will answer the phone but they always say "Daddy is sick and you're just going to make him cry" then they hang up on me. He is always alone so I'm sure to him it isn't a big change. You're the only one he sees as a friend so now that he believes you hate him he doesn't want to be part of our world. That's your choice Joseph and I will respect that. Dylan is my elder brother and can take care of himself when it comes to these matters so you need not explain this to me. You'll have to explain that to Hamish because he sees everything he had done as being wrong. Last time I saw him he looked sick and hurt. I've never seen him look that way before. The only time he relaxes is when he's asleep but normally he ends up having a nightmare and wakes himself screaming that he is sorry. Thank you for the advice Joseph.
Sincerely, Arthur Kirkland
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Post by Sadiq Adnan on May 18, 2012 21:54:52 GMT -5
Arthur,
Alright, I understand, you just scared me. You could have been worse if you had waited longer. You did what you had to do. I didn't say he did, just that you did what you had to do.
You are not horrible, quit saying that. Thanks you, thank you for not leaving me too. I don't want to be alone, everywhere I look I see him and remember everything
I don't want to forget ether, we don't have to forget....
Sadiq
....alright......I see where I stand. I'm sorry for bothering you. I guess I'll see if I can stay with someone else for a while...
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on May 18, 2012 23:39:37 GMT -5
Dear Sadiq,
I'm sorry for scaring you. I should have not allowed myself to sound so distant from you when I was not upset with you for anything you did. There is always a chance that he could have started to love me again and stop ignoring me. Leaving him just didn't feel right but I have to move on.
Please don't tell me not to say the truth. Why would I leave you when you need me and I want someone to need me for once. I can't be alone anymore. I can't take it and it keeps me up at night.
I'm glad we don't have to forget.
Sincerely, Arthur
P.S. Sadiq are you joking? You're a friend and don't need permission to come visit me. Please don't think you can't visit me.
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Post by Sadiq Adnan on May 18, 2012 23:48:51 GMT -5
Arthur,
It's alright, I'm just ....I don't even know the word for it right now. Please stop doing this to yourself, ite would be the same thing if I said there is a chance of Heracels coming back and telling me he was wrong.
Its not the truth. I don't want you to be alone either. I completly understand about not being able to sleep at night...I don't remember the last time I got a decent night's sleep.
I don't want to forget all the time we spent together either.
Sadiq
Alright, I'll be up as soon as I can, I just need to get things set striaght around here. and make sure the Denzer will be alright with me gone i'll get the first flight out I can get.
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Post by hongkong on May 23, 2012 1:18:11 GMT -5
Néih hóu Mum,
sorry, it wasn't on purpose. Next time I will make sure to at least pass you a message that I won't be able to write back for a while, even if bà-ba won't like my means. ... I don't want to be like big brother Alfred, his video games are stupid. Bà-ba took my computer away because I forgot one or two of his invitations over the game. I am not sitting, I am lazing around on my bed. Why?
Understood. You don't have to explain or apolgise, Mum. It is your life, your love and your marriage. When it didn't feel right, it didn't feel right. Big brother Macau and I will be fine being brothers too. Okay. Are you all right, Mum? I attached some candy to this letter. Please try them, it is fudge with green tea.
Bái bai, Kou Leon
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Post by Feliciano Vargas on May 24, 2012 19:28:55 GMT -5
Arthur,
Well, I can't be any more sure of why he didn't go than you are, ve... I mean, I really didn't think he'd come because he doesn't seem to like me much, and he probably didn't want to come because of what the meeting is about. That's why I originally had asked you if you were coming, since it was...a delicate situation and it might have sounded accusing to call you in like we had. Ve, no, Arthur! Please don't be sorry! It was your decision, Arthur, and whether I wanted you to come or not should be irrelevant to your decision. I want you to come because you want to, not because you feel obligated just because I'd like you to... So please don't be sorry. ...Ve? Really? T-That's really how he thinks of this? Oh dear...I didn't realize at all, he's...been so threatening about things that I really thought he just...didn't like me. But...Arthur, does Hamish...have this problem even with his friends? B-Because... He and Joseph are having problems, as you very well know. And if it's like you say, then it helps confirm my suspicion that everything is just a large misunderstanding between them. A-And if he doesn't realize when he's hurting the people he cares about... Ve, do you think that...it would help them both if I were to try writing to Hamish? Because Joseph is thinking that Hamish doesn't want to be his friend anymore, but they've always been so incredibly close in the past that I can't see him suddenly wanting Joseph out of his life. And this is really hurting Joseph, because...no one can replace Hamish, not even if Joseph were to forget him. So...I want to try my best to help them understand, so that they can fix things. I just want Joseph to be happy. He's my cousin, my family, and having Hamish in his life makes him happy, so if I can help I want to try, ve. ...I'm doing better, Arthur. Not as well as before all this had happened, but that can't really be expected at this point, si? I just...have a lot of thinking to do now, and I've been worrying about many things. I'll be alright, I'm actually alright until I start thinking again. So...ve, Joseph's been talking to me and he keeps telling me that I think too much, how silly is that? I never thought it was possible for me to overthink things. ...Well, if Hamish does come down, I'll do my best to try taking care of him. I hope he's alright though...
Ve? Oh, Arthur, don't think like that. Sadiq has always had a special place in his heart for you. How do you know that he doesn't love you back? After all...he's always been oblivious about these things. Please don't give up hope for him, Arthur, ve. I'm very sure that if you look, you will see signs that he does care more than you think now. But even if he doesn't love you as a lover, he will love you as a friend, a brother, and he will not leave you alone in this. You do not have to shove him aside and be alone just because of that. He will still do his best to help you, and...you don't need a new love to replace the old one. It helps, but so does just having the friends and family that truly care about you be nearby. Do your best for both of you and things will work for you, ve. I know it will. And if you need to speak with me, I'm only a letter away.
Feliciano
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Post by Alfred F. Jones on May 29, 2012 9:20:46 GMT -5
Dear Alfred, I will not lighten up when you are calling me Artie or any of those other nonsense nicknames. You can be friendly and still call me by my name. Alfred you're doing it on purpose and you know it. I'll be fine but Do.Not refer to me as pops ever again! Please don't say wedding. Just thinking about weddings hurts so please refrain from bring it up again. I can be as snappy as I want git! Sincerely, Arthur Kirkland Arthur, Fine fine I get it I get you like your name to remain unmolested. I'll call you Arthur then sheesh keep your pants on. It was mostly accidental except for the part that wasn't but that was a very small part! I'm glad you'll be fine I really am. It's nice to know. Why not? You've been like a father to me. Ah... Sorry dude. I promise I won't mention a thing about it to you again, my honor as the hero. You'd make more friends if you'd keep it toned down. More flies with honey than vinegar, Arthur. Yo, Alfred
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Post by josephseidl on Jun 5, 2012 7:22:37 GMT -5
Servus Arthur,
right, but that got lost somewhere along the line while living with Gilbert. I'm glad that Hamish finally made his peace with you even if it worries me a lot, admittedly. … There is a reason why I can't forgive Gilbert. Ja, Feliciano has always been doing him good. I hope that Ludwig finally mans up and talks to him. I was just thinking. Fine, I won't insult that Arsch anymore. … I thought so. Nein, how could he consider me a friend when it comes so naturally to him to end our friendship like this...? I could never hate him. Soon I won't be part of your world anymore either, so if God is merciful he maybe gives me the chance to become a better friend in another one. … I know. Maybe I just wanted someone else to know in case I wouldn't get to explain it to him anymore. Dylan is a good guy, it's nothing personal. How zum Teufel do you want me to explain that to Hamish...? He always pushes me away... either because he doesn't need me, or because he doesn't want to 'burden me with his problems'. I have already begged him for forgiveness. I have already begged him with tears in my eyes not to leave me. No matter how often or how desperately I repeat it, I can't get through to him. I am at my wit's end. There's no way that I could even find him if he doesn't want me to. ... I-in the end I could never be the friend he wanted. I hurt him. I made a big mistake. Now I have to bear the consequences. That was not meant as advice.
Goodbye, Joseph
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Post by Honda Kiku on Jun 13, 2012 3:59:50 GMT -5
Asa-san,
I see. It is fine. The battle takes place internally more then externally after all.. Just.. please stay away from some of the rooms.. They are not very nice at the moment. I have tried my best. I hope it would be enough.
Hai. Pochi will be waiting for you with the keys. Both him and Tama dislike Kuro greatly and have chosen to take their leave when he appears. They seem to always know when he is about to appear..
Japan Honda Kiku
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