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Post by Arthur Kirkland on Mar 25, 2012 3:21:18 GMT -5
Dear Joseph,
Well I don't think he cares so much about fighting you anymore. Prussia has seemed to calmed down about ruining your life recently. I'm not sure what has caused him to change his ways. Hamish reads most letters that don't belong to him because he doesn't want others to speak badly of him. If he got caught no one would do anything. Ludwig doesn't seem to be on anyone's side ever in your family. When it comes to Ludwig he always seem to be against both sides. Drinking with the Nordics might not turn violent. For the post part all families turn violent when they drink together. Yes, I know my family is extreme. You're Hamish's only friend so of course you have fun. He doesn't want to upset you because he cares about you. Hamish hates me and still wants me out of his life, as does the rest of my family, so drinking together ends up everything wrong being blamed on me. You're asking me? Hamish already told you and you ignored him so I'm not repeating what he told you once already. That's the reason behind the question. Hamish probably will not ever get over that Dylan wanted you instead of him. If the marriage happened Hamish would have isolated himself. Dylan is his favorite and if he couldn't be part of Dylan's wedding he would just cut himself off from everyone. My life has been going fine. How about yours? Things with Portugal are doing good but it seems the wedding might never happen.
Sincerely, Arthur Kirkland
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on Mar 25, 2012 3:24:52 GMT -5
Dear Sweden,
If you're not sure he thinks the same why don't you try asking him instead of wondering? Well that's good they keep you busy but you might need to try to relax some around others so they don't feel frightened. Also keep in mind not all nations will be willing to speak to you, such as Scotland, but don't take it personally. Yes, the letters are good for speaking to those who are far away from us. Things with my life are fine. I might be getting married but nothing else so splendid.
Sincerely, England
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on Mar 25, 2012 3:36:17 GMT -5
Dear Feliciano,
You don't need to apologize for not keeping contact. We aren't close to begin with and keeping up on the work pertaining to your nation is more important than making sure to contact me. That is a fine reason Feliciano. Do not worry yourself on wasting your valuable time writing to me when you could be using the time to catch up on work. Sorry for the late reply about that. I'm not sure if you noticed but I did attend though during that time I stayed in the hotel room since my company was not required. Thank you for offering but since we are not friends I would have turned down your offer even if I didn't already have a place to stay.
Feliciano I want to make sure I stress this, you should be spending your free time contacting your close friends and loved ones instead of a bitter old man who does nothing but takes things wrong. Please don't waste your time on me.
Sincerely, Arthur
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Post by Feliciano Vargas on Mar 25, 2012 14:09:34 GMT -5
Arthur,
...I-It would have been nice if you...had come to the meeting though... I-It would have been nice to try...catching up. E-Especially since I...had really liked the idea of someone to talk to that wasn't work related.
Feliciano
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Post by Sadiq Adnan on Mar 26, 2012 17:03:52 GMT -5
Arthur,
How many times do I have to tell you, all of you, that I hate my past? I was a right bastard and an ass and I know it! Do you enjoy shoving my mistakes back in my face? I know I hurt you and a lot of others, which I am trying to make up for, but apparently nothing I do will ever be good enough in your eyes to fix my mistakes. There is no excuse good enough.
Just… just do what you want. I don’t care anymore; I can’t deal with this anymore, not right now. If you choose not to talk to me personally anymore, then so be it. Our two countries will remain friends no matter what you choose. You do not need to hide yourself away, I won’t be at the next meeting or so either, I’ve talked to Azerbaijan and he’s agreed to take over for me for a bit.
Sadiq
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Post by josephseidl on Mar 27, 2012 9:37:06 GMT -5
Servus England,
... how do you know about that? Is it so obvious...? Well, Ludwig made the Preiss and me promise to try and get along. We'll see how long it will work. Is that so? Mei, I'm not planning on speaking badly of Hamish, so I guess I'm more or less safe. Unfortunately you're wrong there. Ludwig is an incredible papa's boy and usually is always on the Preiss's side (as long as it's not really obvious that the Preiss has done something really bad...). Wrong again. Denmark and Sweden have caused quite some havoc at the Oktoberfest two years ago and at some point I was afraid that even Norway would join in... Naa, the Nordics are no concurrence for your family, but they're not exactly peaceful either. Hamish and I are in a rather similar situation, but other than him I've given up on killing Ludwig. Mei, maybe that's because it wasn't him who has beaten me and taken my independence away, but the Preiss... Hamish is quite unforgiving. Yes, I ask you. How do you know that...? ... Hamish hasn't told me anything except something that can't possibly be true. But fine, don't tell me if you don't want to. It's not my brother and not my business... I see... Well, I would have declined if Dylan had asked me, that's all I can say. Your brothers' relationship is quite difficult, isn't it? It makes you want to pity whoever tries to get in between them. That's good to hear. I'm doing fine too, now that I've finally gotten over... whoever. Huh...? I'm glad to hear that you're doing good, but why's the wedding off? Have you decided that you don't need a ring to be happy or so?
Pfiadi, Bavaria
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on Mar 31, 2012 3:55:00 GMT -5
Dear Sadiq,
Go ahead and hate on your past all you want because it will continue to follow you even after you feel that you have been able to right every wrong. Your past is part of you and created you! If I wanted to shove everything in your face I would tell you more than just what came along with the end our relationship. Good enough? At times I tried to get back with you and forget it all but that wasn't what you wanted. While I was willing to be yours again you didn't want me at all did you? From the moment we broke up til now I've still cared for you, maybe even loved you, just to be that friend who you fight!
Don't worry I plan to do whatever I damn well please. You had no say in what I did before so why should you now? Why would I want to talk to you? No you're not Ottoman but you cannot bring yourself to tell the world you aren't Ottoman but he lives inside you. Ottoman is a seperate man who loved me and I have no doubt that you will never be him. Are you a chicken now? If you don't show your face I'm going to hunt you down and chain you to the closest bed I can find. You are not going to be allowed to run away from me. The man you wish to be nothing like threw me away and are you doing the same? Sadiq does being your friend mean so little that I could kill myself and you wouldn't care? You've changed in many ways.
Sincerely, Arthur
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Post by Berwald Oxenstierna on Apr 1, 2012 15:54:20 GMT -5
Kära England,
Ya I guess I wood' but he's kind of disappeared. I don't really know where he cood' h've gone, but hopefully he'll come b'ck fr'm wherever he w'nt.
Ya these l'tters are giving meh' the opp'rtunity ta talk to the other nations that I may not see very oft'n. And it helps ta build some b'tter relationships wit' tha' ones th't I don't really gt along wit' as well.
Oh! W'll congratulations then! I h'pe eerything goes well for yoo'! So, uh I kn'w it may not be any of meh' business but who is it th't ya' might be gettin' married ta?
Sverige
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Post by Sadiq Adnan on Apr 2, 2012 9:50:28 GMT -5
Arthur,
You don't think I don't know that. I'm constantly reminded about all the bad things that happened during the empire, but I never hear about any of the good stuff.....I sometimes forget that the Empire did do good things... Arthur, I may have loved you, but I didn't care about my actions and what it caused. Why are you so insistent on this Arthur. I have Heracles now, you have Portugal. The past should remain in the past. I've learned from it and that's what's important. Why can't we go back to how we were before we starting fighting again. We were friendly and you didn't treat me like crap.
That's right, you never needed me to allow you to do something, you always did what you damn well pleased. You still do. I don't feel like doing something for you and you treat me worse than the fleas on a camel. Ottoman is not separate, he is me! No one but my friends needs to know this fact, yet everyone does on some level. I still act like Ottoman so they know he's in here, I don't need to advertise this fact! I am better than him, I can feel the deeper side of love, I can fell regret and mercy and sorrow...he could never feel these things, he found them weak, when in fact he was weak. Ottoman was weak and I am strong! I dare you to try it, You touch me with that intent and you'll find a knife to you throat so fast you wont know what happened! I can do what I want just as much as you can, and if I don't want to see you, I damn well don't have to see you. I am not throwing you away! I am giving you a chose, a course of action you can take. You can act how you want, just know that If you keep on treating me like the barnacles on the bottom of this ship, I can and will drop leave our friendship in the past where you seem to want me to stay. You are a nation and can't kill yourself so that threat is mote, but I would care Arthur, You are still my friend, and it would hut to know that I did nothing to stop you from attempting it.
Sadiq
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on Apr 2, 2012 14:24:03 GMT -5
Dear Feliciano,
There is no need to be upset and I didn't go to the meeting because I wasn't needed. While I stayed in the hotel room I worked on some paperwork that needed to be done. We wouldn't have been able to talk much. Didn't Hamish or Dylan go? They usually go to every meeting for the chance to spend time with other nations who are involved in the matter.
Sincerely, England
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on Apr 2, 2012 15:12:30 GMT -5
Dear Joseph,
It is rather obivious. Ludwig is still trying to make the two of your stop fighting all the time? I thought that was something everyone already gave up on. You and Prussia have always seemed at each others throats. No one ever wants to insult Hamish because it always seems to direct his anger toward who ever dared to insult him. Prussia usually is in the wrong so I don't see how Ludwig would ever take Prussia's side over yours. They are more peaceful than the rest of us. I'm sure they fight and cause problems but everyone has a peaceful family compared to ours. For some reason I don't believe Hamish will ever wrong wanting me dead. Hamish has never seemed to forgive anyone for anything. Acutally I take that back because he'll forgive you for anything. Hamish would never lie about something like that Joseph. Trust me Hamish was telling the truth. Portugal doesn't seem interested in getting married. I don't want to get married because it will make me happy. If I get married I feel that I will be able to stop looking into the past and wondering if they still love me.
Sincerely, Arthur Kirkland
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on Apr 2, 2012 15:38:51 GMT -5
Dear Sweden,
What do you mean he disappeared? People don't just vanish out of thin air. Do you not have any idea of where he might have gone?
Yes, the letters have made communicating with others peaceful and simple. With some letters are helping build relationships but for others these letters have led to ugly fights.
I'm getting married to Portugal.
Sincerely, England
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Post by Arthur Kirkland on Apr 2, 2012 18:03:49 GMT -5
Dear Sadiq,
You act as if I’m not always reminded of how much of a monster I was. Most people don’t want to think about the positive that came with you being the Ottoman Empire just as they don’t when thinking of the British Empire. That is because we did more bad than good in the eyes of the other nations. That you didn’t always focus on your actions was something I enjoyed at times. While I live in the past you have always lived in the now. Oh yes, I have Portugal the man who wants to marry me but makes me spend most days alone. You can forget the past and leave it behind but the past is something that I will not just forget. The past haunts my dreams and stops me from sleeping for days at a time. We can’t go back to then because I’m a horrible friend who treats everyone like crap.
Do you want me to ask for your permission before I do anything? Why would I not do as I please when I please? That isn’t why I got upset with you Sadiq! Never mind just forget that and keep telling me how horrible of a friend I am. No matter if Ottoman lives within you or not you are not him. Nothing about you is who Ottoman was. You don’t even have the same eyes as him. Yes, you are indeed better than Ottoman because you are not him just as I am no longer a pirate. Unlike you when I was a pirate I was stronger than I am now. All I am now is a bitter old man who deserves to die alone, forgotten by everyone. I’m glad you were able to become such a great man Sadiq. Go ahead! Press a knife to my throat and let it bite into my skin until my blood is on your hands. Fine then I’ll keep away from you if that is what you want. You won’t ever have to see me, not for meetings or anything, since you don’t want to see me again. It seems to already be in the past. How do you know I haven’t tried such things? You do not know if I tried to end my life as my empire fell or when you left me. For all you know I still try to. There is no reason to care because what friendship do we have left? All we do it fight and wound the other as if it were some sick game.
I'm sorry Sadiq but I can't do this anymore. I keep hurting you and when you try to defend yourself I end up just attacking you again without even noticing. We can't continue our friendship anymore. Things keep getting worse. You don't deserve to be treated like this.
Sincerely, Arthur Kirkland
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Post by Feliciano Vargas on Apr 3, 2012 18:01:37 GMT -5
Arthur,
I'm...not upset, just...sad, ve. I really had been looking forward to talking with you, even if it hadn't been a long time... No, neither of your brothers had been at the meeting. I was told that only Arthur was coming along, but then you didn't come either...
...W-Why do you s-send your letter to me signed as your nation? I...thought we were friends...o-or at least friendly enough f-for use of our names. ...D-Do you want me to stop calling you Arthur?
Feliciano
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Post by josephseidl on Apr 4, 2012 7:57:37 GMT -5
Servus Arthur,
oh... Believe it or not, sometimes Ludwig is like an innocent little child believing in the Christkind, Osterhase and in the possibility of Bayern and Preißn getting along. Not “all the time” though, since lately he has been pretty busy crying his eyes out and such... That may be right. Still it also depends on what Hamish considers an insult, which is not always obvious to everybody. Ha ha! That's exactly my point. Normally the Prei-... Gilbert isn't right, nevertheless Ludwig is on his side until solid evidences are on the table. It's annoying to no end. Hmh, only sometimes... What about the Asians then, they seem to be rather peaceful most of the time? I am afraid that I can't really contradict, even if I hope that he does stop that some time. Not that I'd expect him to sing you a (brotherly) love song or so, but in my opinion it would be good for both of you to at least give up on that “killing” part. … I don't think that he would forgive me anything. Actually I am pretty sure that he would flay me alive if I messed with his beloved little Dylan... which is exactly the problem right now... Zefix, you think so too...? I thought Hamish was trying to tease me now that he helped me get over my unhappy love... Th-that's not good... Not good at all... Maria hilf... Huh?! That's completely news to me. Wasn't it Portugal who proposed to you...? How can he not be interested in getting married then? And why did you accept when you don't want to get married either...? I don't get it. That's a rather weird engagement then... However, back to the topic. Do you want to be unhappy, Arthur? I know what it's like to look into the past all the time, but it won't help things at all. Those days will never come back, neither for you nor anybody else. And why does it trouble you so much if your bygone lovers still love you? You love Portugal, don't you? It shouldn't matter to you what others feel for you.
Pfiadi, Joseph
– Christkind – Christ Child (In Germany (especially the South) the Christkind brings the presents at Christmas, not a Santa Claus or so) Osterhase – Easter bunny Maria hilf – Mary help
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