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Post by Honda Kiku on Nov 8, 2011 4:22:06 GMT -5
Feliciano-kun,
I belive it would be. Very much so. And I believe you mean Doitsu-san, but you do not need to remember that.
Please do not be upset, Feliciano-kun. I will be vey upset if anything I did caused you to be upset with me. But, I will help out those that I can. Their problems are also my own. I must help them. Besides, the big incident happened so very long ago already. Please do not think too much on my case. Feliciano-kun already has many things to worry about on his plate.
I hope he gets better soon. I really do.. And please do not worry. I know exactly what he means.
No, I am not upset at you. If you think cooking is not stressful, so be it. But please do not overcook untill it does beocme a hassel for you. Thank you for the compliment.
Feliciano-kun is much to generous with his praise with me. Please, I do not deserve such kind words.
Well.. It was to have more excersise.. and because of that, Doitsu-san sacrifices even more of his sleep.. I apologise! It was horrible of me! I am so ashamed!
I hope so, Feliciano-kun.. I really wish it to be so.. Please do not worry about upsetting me.
Well, to read the mood is to sense how everyone is feeling and how the situation is. Tense, joyful, sad.. I hope I was of some help..
Yes, please take good care of yourself.
Japan Honda Kiku
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Post by Sadiq Adnan on Nov 8, 2011 21:30:09 GMT -5
Japan,
I must have been worried about you to where I thought I saw you when it was someone else. I saw a shooting star the other day, and according to old Turkish beliefs, when one sees a shooting star, someone dies. While I don't usually believe in superstitions, I had to worry more about you after all that has happened and I guess I freaked out a bit. It’s just an old tale that has no bearing on today's world.
Are you referring to the Earthquake that hit here too? If so, we are working on new earth quake regulations concerning high-risk areas. It is sad that people died, but it could have been a lot worse.
Do not worry about us, you have your own troubles to worry about. I do admit that things are a bit rocky here what with the preparations for the new constitution, but it will all work out.
Turkey
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Post by Honda Kiku on Nov 9, 2011 23:30:35 GMT -5
Turuko-san,
I-Is that so..? Please, do not worry about Nihon disappearing forever. Nihon is strong. Nihon will rise again. Still, that is a very intersting superstition. I know that Iggirisu-san thinks that a shooting sar would grant the person a wish. That is very different from your own. Please, do you know how your superstition came about?
Yes, I was. I am very sorry for your loss. Please accept my condolences. It is always hard when your people must suffer.. I wish that I could help you.. Are you sure there is nothing I can do?
I will hope so. Please take care of yourself in the mean time. I will pray that it will all work out for you.
Japan Honda Kiku
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Post by Sadiq Adnan on Nov 9, 2011 23:38:52 GMT -5
Japan,
I know you are strong, and I know that I shouldn't have worried, but everyone once in a while those old fears show up.
I will look it up and see if I can find out where it might have came from. We are doing well right now, thank you for your offer though. It seems like a lot of nations are going through rough times right now.
I must confess something to you, while my boss and Greeces boss have been more friendly to each other, we have not talked yet. Do you have any advice for approaching him to where he might actually listen to me?
((Is the Greece player on here even active?? He hasn't logged in for a few weeks))
Turkey
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Post by Alfred F. Jones on Nov 9, 2011 23:47:24 GMT -5
A-America-san..? I-Is this something that should come to expect..? How was it possible to not even write my name on the paper..?I-I cannot! America-san this is not appropriate at all! You are getting married! If it is anyone, I would think it is Angel-san's job to... Feel you.. A-and I am not a dog! P-Please stop this! I can hardly understand you! But thank you for translating. I see.. Thank you for that. I was very alarmed at the thought of your house coming alive and starting to write letters. But it is nice to know that in America's home, your boss is kind enough to write letters to his emplyees.. Or is it that your boss writes letters to you? Un I must admit, I do not undertand the excitement of doing something like your superior does.. What if he things you are mocking him? Wouldnt you get in trouble? Thank you for the respect, but you have been writing leters longer than me, and I am sure you are more experienced then me. I-I suppose I should give you "props" as well? Ano, Homie... I apologise, I must be doing this wrong.. May I assume you ment how I was doing? I am doing fine all things considered. Thank you for asking. But may I inquire how your slangs come about? To talk about "hanging" is quite interesting.. Unless I am taking things totally wrong.. and you are really asking what is hanging around me.. But what would "it" be..? I am confused. I apologise. Japan Honda Kiku Kiku, Haha, okay, so I'll just talk like you so you get what I'm sayin' okay? So don't sweat Don't worry too much about okay homie dude dawg. Alfred
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Post by Honda Kiku on Nov 9, 2011 23:48:58 GMT -5
Doitsu-san,
No..! I am not lying... I.. I am sorry..
I am sure you have just forgotten them. You are very kind for doing that. Yes.. I too wish we could be.. friends.. Tomodachi.. demo.. Kore wa.. Uso desu.. ne..? Doitsu-san.. Did you.. have you really..? Kono.. hontou desu ka..?
No, actions are not the only ones that count.. You were not 'talking big'. You really did your best to fulfill your promises. How can that not be admirable?
I am sure you can. I have faith.
Nothing important has happened to me. Please.. Calm yourself. Everything has been as.. expected..
Then, please continue your hard work. I am sure you kow what to do.
Yes. I am fine enough. I have been doing as expected. Please do not worry about me.
.. I understand. Please do not let me be a burden to you.
I am sure you would not be able to do that to such an extent. Please tell me as much as you wish. Blackie seems to be doing you good. I hope he continues that. It would me most unfortunate if you continue to be distressed about yourself. I would hae liked to have seen that though..
Pochi does not really jump on my lap, I do admit. Occasionally though he would try to crawl on my lap and he would stay there untill contented. Although, I do not see him as much anymore. He now keeps Tama company.
Yes. They get along very well. There have been times when I see that Tama uses Pochi to move around by crawling on his back. Nothing, Doitsu-san. I did not mean anything.
The pleasure is all mine Doitsu-san. Thank you for writing back to me..
Japan Honda Kiku
((Um.. this isnt on the same plane as the RP right? I mean it still hasnt merged together...))
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Post by Sadiq Adnan on Nov 10, 2011 3:32:57 GMT -5
Japan, I'm sorry to send you another letter before your reply, but I needed to be the one to tell you.
We had a second quake here. Apparenlty after the first, some memebers of your Association for Aid and Relief came to help. I was not informed they were here until now). But apparently this this second quake a few of them were caught in an hotel that fell. One is in a hospital recovering, but another is missing. I will let you know when they are found.
I hope everything is going well over there otherwise.
Turkey
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Post by Honda Kiku on Nov 10, 2011 6:01:42 GMT -5
America-san,
No.. Please do not hold yourself back because of me.. Your slangs are very interesting and I should have tried to undersand them from the start instead of forcing you to talk like this. Pease accept my apologies..
Japan Honda Kiku
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Post by Honda Kiku on Nov 10, 2011 6:09:28 GMT -5
Turuko-san,
No, please do not say that. Your feelings of worry are much appreciated. I understand though. Sometimes, one cannot help oneself.
Yes, but we must still do our best and try to offer our help whenever we can. It is the least I can do for everyone. I hope things will look up for you soon. For you and for everyone else.
As for you or Girisha-san, I am afraid I am not certain. We have not been in contact for a very long time. But if I am not wrong, he does not say no to some food or Kitty items. Please excuse me. I am not very certain.
Thank you for informing me of this. You are very responsible. Please do inform me when she is found. I do not want my people to suffer after everything they have been through.. Not my people..
I hope so too. Thank you again for informing me.
Japan Honda Kiku
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Post by ludwig on Nov 10, 2011 6:59:44 GMT -5
Lieber Japan,
why are you apologising again...? I didn't mean to accuse you of... *sigh* I am sorry. Nein, I am sure that I can't remember any of those incidents because there have never been any. Sure, our countries haven't always been on good terms in the past, but that has nothing to do with us as persons, has it? Why are you hesitating like that...? Uhm... You... If... If you can't forgive me, I can't blame you after all... Just let me know please, then I won't inconvenience you any more.
Obviously it hasn't been enough. But well, Feliciano gave me a good telling-off about that topic as well... I will try to think more positively. Thank you for your kind words and your support.
I don't believe you that it was "nothing important" when we are talking about something affecting your health here. Why won't you let me know? I can't set my mind at rest as long as I have the impression that you are hiding something bad. And what does "as expected" mean? That can't calm me down one bit, Japan! It gives me even more the feeling that you did something to yourself with your eyes open. I won't stop worrying about you under these circumstances. We are friends... at least if you allow me to still call you that. How can I not care about your wellbeing?
You are not a burden to me, please don't even think that.
Unfortunately I have been told more than only once that I tend to overdo it with my dog stories when I get started. Ja, my dogs really do me good and now that I spend more time with them again, I realise how much I actually missed them. Well, it doesn't let either of us look exactly gracious, but if you want to you can see my 'lapdog' Blackie of course. You should come and visit me some time again... only if you want to, of course. I have to warn you that Blackie might also jump on your lap when he gets the chance though. Oh ja! I remember now. If it is still the same dog you used to own since the Meji era it was also Pochi who would always sit next to you and snuggle up against your leg during the meetings we held at your house, wasn't he? He really seemed to love you a lot. How come you don't see him much anymore? Don't Pochi and Tama both still live with you? Tama using Pochi as a ride sounds cute. I hope you took pictures of that.
You really don't have to thank me for that. How can I put this...? It is a pleasure to write to you and I appreciate every letter you send me in reply. You shouldn't be the one to express his gratitude.
How are you doing now, Japan? Please be honest about it, no matter what it is. As long as I don't know what is really going on, I am unable to find any peace of mind. To be honest, I hardly could stop thinking about you for more than five minutes during the last days.
Viele Grüße, Deutschland
((Isn't the last sentence wonderfully amiguous? xD Well... I consider this as kind of... a similar story line but with a delay... or so... ))
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Post by Honda Kiku on Nov 10, 2011 8:37:13 GMT -5
Doitsu-san,
Why are you apologising? You have done nothing wrong. It was my fault. Everything was my fault. You have nothing to apologise about. Please, you are too good to apologise to someone like me.
That simply shows your forgiving nature. You are very kind. The fact that you dont even try to recall anything bad is something I admire. Thank you. Doitsu-san is a very good person, despite what he may think of himself.
...Iie.. That was not what I ment.. Doitsu-san has never once been an inconvinience to me.. Demo.. Doitsu-san..
..It is alright.. if you admit that you have never really thought of me as a friend.. I know that you do not think that I am trustworthy or even the slightest bit helpful and I am sure I have made your life harder in moreways than I can count.. You do not need to shield me from the truth.. I can handle it. I must.
It was the least that I can do to replay you for everything that you have done for me.
I know of my own health. That is why it is nothing important. Doitsu-san.. You can set your mind at rest.. I am certain you can.. Please, you do not need to mollify any longer. I am ready to accept all the consequences of my past actions.
..It is the truth.
Doitsu-san not being gracious? You must be too humble of yourself. I would like to see it if you would allow me to. If you do not... I understand.
I am happy that Doistu-san is feeling better. Please keep them close. Doitsu-san always seems.. lighter.. when he is happy. Your pets are very lucky to have you as their owner.
..Please do not give out invitations you do not mean.
Yes, it is the same dog. Pochi. He used to do that alot. I do not see him because he is with Tama. They both still live here, but pet have a way of disappearing when they want to. I do not try to look for them anymore either.
No.. You are wrong. I am the one who should be grateful for your freindship and letters, even if they are simply a polite pretense. I enjoyed every moment we had together. Thank you.
Thank you, and.. I am sorry.. Gomen.. Hontou Gomenasai...
Japan Honda Kiku
*on the back of the letter is more writting. It seems unintentional*
..Gomenasai.. I am sorry.. Gomenasai.. I am sorry.. Gomenasai.. I am sorry.. Gomenasai.. I am sorry.. Gomenasai.. I am sorry.. Gomenasai.. I am sorry.. Gomenasai.. I am sorry.. Gomenasai.. I am sorry.. Gomenasai.. I am sorry.. Gomenasai.. I am sorry.. Gomenasai.. I am sorry.. Gomenasai.. I am sorry.. Gomenasai.. I am sorry.. Gomenasai.. I am sorry..Gomenasai.. I am sorry.. Gomenasai.. I am sorry.. Gomenasai.. I am sorry.. Gomenasai.. I am sorry..
((I love that line! Unfortunately... it just seems to add to his troubles...))
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Post by Sadiq Adnan on Nov 10, 2011 12:28:07 GMT -5
Japonya,
I will always care and worry about my friends, just like I know they will do the same.
Yes, it is hard to dismiss superstitions that were once a part of your life, no matter how long ago it was. Especially when some of your people still believe in it.
Hmm, for Greece I think I'll get him a Kitty item as a peace offering. We'll see how that goes.
Now for the bad news. The second worker has died. The first one is listed as stable. All this has sparked an outcry/demonstrations for better regulations for building codes and inspections.
As horrible as this quakes are, is it bad that I feel like it is brining some good for the nation in imporvement of building codes to make living safer?
I do feel a little weaker, and it seems that my mask has cracked a little bit, but I'm sure I'll be back to 100% in no time.
Türkiye
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Post by ludwig on Nov 11, 2011 6:04:59 GMT -5
Lieber Japan,
since you seemed to mistake my words for an accusation of lying, I wanted to apologise. It was never my intention to tax you... But I get the feeling that no matter what I say or do, I only make it worse. How can I get you to stop beating yourself up all the time?
As far as I remember we have always treated each other with respect, even when we were standing on different sides. If you have something particular in mind, then let me know please, because I certainly can't think of anything. Please don't put me on a pedestal. I am not that good a person and I have not deserved your praise.
What did you mean then? Tell me what is on your mind, please. You are right, calling all those accusations and attacks an "inconvenience" is pretty euphemistic. I am sorry.
Wait... What? What gave you this idea? Don't talk yourself into believing any of this! Of course I have always thought of you as a friend! You have been a good friend to me since 150 years. I remember that you would play with me and Pochi (I still can't believe how old he is...) in the garden when Gilbert and I came to visit you in the 19th century. I felt very honoured and happy that you would open up to me.
But I am not sure if you take care of your health enough and other than you I certainly won't accept bad consequences. From your previous letters I don't get the impression that my worries are ungrounded. If you want me to calm down, then please finally talk to me!
Himmel nein! It is not the truth!
Believe me, it looks ridiculous how this giant German shepherd is sitting on my lap like a cute little puppy. I will show you some pictures next time we meet to prove it. Yes, I am beginning to feel better. The headache has almost gone away completely, my circulation is normalising again and my skin has almost its usual colour back. You know... Y-you could still make me feel a lot lighter if you entrusted yourself to me. It is very unsettling to be left in the dark like this.
But I mean it. As soon as you are feeling well enough to be able to leave your country, I would be happy to receive your visit.
Doesn't he still do that? And Tama? I can't imagine that you see your pets as rarely as you tell me when they still live with you. Of course they run around and seem to disappear from time to time. But I am sure that they still come back and seek your company.
Then let's just say that we both appreciate each other's letters, okay? J-Japan...! Why do you say that? Why would you think that my letters are a pretense? Have I given you any reason to think so...? What I am writing to you is true and I mean what I say. Why does this sound like a farewell...? Don't you enjoy our shared moments anymore? I-I am sorry, Japan. I am sorry to make you feel that way.
Wha-...?! What? Why apologies again...? Don't ignore my question, Japan! Why won't you let me know how you feel? Don't you have any confidence in me? ... W-well... I guess not... at least not anymore. *sigh* I am sorry. I don't deserve your trust anymore. J-J-Japan! What is this on the back side...?!
Viele Grüße, Deutschland
((I SO knew it... ^^; ))
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Post by Honda Kiku on Nov 11, 2011 7:27:14 GMT -5
Turuko-san
Thank you for considering me a friend enough to worry about. I know I do worry about those I care about as well. Though.. sometimes being too worrying would break a friendship apart.. When doe one know when to stop?
True.. But I also know that superstitions die as well. Once I used to be able to see and communicate with my superstitions. Now.. not anymore. I blame America-san.
Please do. I hope it turns out well for the both of you.
I.. see.. Thank you for informing me. I hope everything gets better from here. It would be good for there to be better foundations to your buildings. I am sure you are doing whatever you can.
I suppose so. Turuko-san is a very optimistic person. I hope everything goes well for you.
Please take care of yourself in the mean time. There should be no reason for you to be hurt further. I-is your mask a part of yourself..? How did it crack..? Is something wrong?
Japan Honda Kiku
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Post by Honda Kiku on Nov 11, 2011 8:21:15 GMT -5
Doitsu-san, I am sorry.. I did not mean to make you even more distressed.. I-I need to make that up to you. I am sorry.. I need to make everything up to you. I hope that is still possible. If it is not.. I understand completely. Doitsu-san.. I am sorry.. have you already forgotten what I have done..? You are really too kind if that is the honest case. And I am not putting you on a pedestal. I am just stating what I know of Doitsu-san. You are too humble. No! Doitsu-san does not need to apologise for anything. It was all my fault and I should take the blame for everything. It was me who caused everything. It was me. It was only me.. Doitsu-san was always just trying his best and I.. I am sorry.. I am ashamed for what I have done. I apologise.. I am so sorry.. It was all my fault.. I am sorry.. I am sorry.. I am sorry..D-did you really? I am sorry.. But.. how could you feel that about a person you cannot even trust?! Doitsu-san please.. You do not need to lie any longer.. Doitsu-san.. I am sorry..."other than you I certainly won't accept bad consequences." There. You admit it. I am the only one who you do not care if consequences happen to. I am sorry.. I am the only one... of whom you do not care about.. This is the Truth.. I-I.. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry... T-Thank you for being honest with me.. I-I.. T-thank you... I am sorry.. I am sorry.. I am sorry..Doitsu-san does not need to pretend anymore. I am sorry.. I should never have asked for the pictures.. Y-you do not need to show them to me anymore.. You do not need to be anywhere near me anymore if you do not want to. I am sorry understand Doitsu-san. I understand everything.. B-but please.. Even if you do not wish to hear or me or from me anymore, please do not think yourself as untrustworthy or anything negative like that! Doitsu-san is a much better person than he thinks he is.. Doitsu-san is so much more than what Doitsu-san makes himself out to be.. Doitsu-san deserves so much more than what he is giving himself.. I am sorry.. I am sorry.. I am sorry...Doitsu-san.. I am sorry.. If it will make you any better.. then I owe it to you.. I am so sorry.. to tell the Please forgive me.. truth.. I have been I am sorry.. as I have expected of myself to be doing.. Will you forgive me..? In your standards. it would not be much at all.. I am sorry.. This has been the case since the start of the I deserved it.. Incident.. I am sorry..I will tell you the truth.. I am sorry.. so sorry.... I hardly know what I am doing any Can I ever be forgiven?more.. I can hardly remember what I am sorry.. I am sorry.. I am sorry.. have written.. I think it is night.. its so dark.. but I am not sure... If any of what I have written distressed you, I am sorry.. Sorry, sorry, sorry... then please forget everything.. I am sure that You will never forgive me.. you have much more important things to put your mind on rather than myself. I am sorry..Please Forgive me.. I did not write any of that to try and make you feel any pity or remorse for me. I dont deserve it.. I Am so, so, so sorry.. just hope that it made you feel better. Even if it is just the slightest bit, I will be happy that I had done something Anything.. for you.. This will be the last of my letters to you outside of work.. I am sorry.. please.. I am sorry.. Thank you for everything. I had really enjoyed our friendship. I am sorry.. I am sorry.. It may be wishful thinking.. But I hope that. . I am sorry.. I am sorry.. perhaps.. we could be friends in the future.. Or perhaps in another life.. With another Nihon.. or simply another Honda Kiku.. I am sorry.. so sorry... I am sorry..If it never happens.. I am sorry.. I am sorry.. so sorry.. understand completely.. Thank you for giving me a chance to I am sorry.. I am sorry.. I am sorry.. experience your Please forgive me.. I am sorry.. I am sorry.. friendship.. I am sorry..I am sorry.. I am sorry..I am sorry.. I am sorry..I am sorry.. Japan Honda kiku ((That's it! Now its all set to merge back into one single storyline! Hope you enjoyed that~ ^^ Gah! This took me around an hour! Had to get every line perfect for the finale~~ I'm quite proud of it ^^ Conscious and subconscious in play here too~ haha~!))
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