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Post by Feliciano Vargas on Jun 19, 2012 2:43:15 GMT -5
Joseph,
Ve...that doesn't sound good at all... I wish I could help, I do... I don't know how to find him. But if there's anything that I can do to help you then do not hesitate to ask. Don't you be silly, Joseph. If it wasn't for your advice, your encouragement...I wouldn't have made a single step in Luddi's direction, n-not even a cowardly one by hoping that Luddi didn't know Italian. If you hadn't been here to listen to me, even though all I did was complain and worry about things, I would still be just as anxious, worried, and upset as I had been months ago when these feelings first started reappearing. Who knows when I would've been able to make a move without Joseph's help? For all I know...I would've waited too long and lost him again. So...even though I am so very lucky that Ludd not only recognized my feelings but reciprocates them...I'm also so very lucky to have Joseph be so understanding with me, even when it meant telling me things I might not've wanted to hear at the time. So I owe Joseph so much, I don't know to show how thankful I really am.
Si, si we did, ve. And I'm so very happy, grazie, Joseph~ You were right, si, of course. Grazie, and I'm happy that I listened to Joseph again. ...Ve, I am celebrating with Luddi, Joseph. But I want to show Joseph how grateful I am for his advice and such as well...But Joseph doesn't sound very good right now, so we can hold that off until he feels better. You've been taking care of yourself, si?
Feliciano
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Post by Ryan Paterson Jones on Jun 19, 2012 12:57:02 GMT -5
Joseph,
Yeah... And that was about one or two years after I kicked Hesse's drunkn' ass at the Battle of Trenton. As of I could remember Gilbert's techiques were very odd but they worked...
-Ryan
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Post by josephseidl on Jun 25, 2012 8:02:12 GMT -5
Servus Elsass,
mei, Ludwig hasn't been doing bad or so, he was just oblivious to no end, respectively a coward. But he's better now, you'll get your good news.
Merci. Uhm... I don't know how to put that... Lately I've been a bit out of sorts and, well, I didn't mean to be mean to you or so.
Pfiadi, Bayern
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Post by josephseidl on Jun 25, 2012 8:07:34 GMT -5
Servus Preiss,
... "dearest"?! You said you're Prussia, so how are you not Gilbert? There's only one Prussia.... no, actually there's no Prussia at all anymore, but nevermind. I've never heard of different worlds or other Prussias. How should I know if you're telling the truth or if it's just Gilbert being stupid again?
There, I wrote back, why wouldn't I? Believe me, I would love not to be forced to waste my time on Gilbert and he certainly is anything but "important".
Pfiadi, Bayern
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Post by josephseidl on Jun 25, 2012 8:30:03 GMT -5
Servus Feliciano,
uhm... Merci a lot for the invitation to your party. I-I guess you helped me a lot by arranging that reunion with Hamish,... even if I have to admit that I almost ran when I saw that he was there. We still have a way to go before our friendship can be the same as before, but we at least got to talk some things out. Uhm... Thanks a lot. Alright... I'm still convinced that you overrate my assistance, but... you're welcome. I guess it feels good to be considered useful for a change... It's nice to see you smiling cheerfully again. And I'm glad for you two, I really am. You look like a couple of teenagers in love, it's kind of cute. If Lutz shouldn't treat you right, you tell me, ja?
We're even now, Feliciano. You gave me the chance to meet Hamish again. A-although I have to admit that I don't really get everything that happened yet I-I mean, seriously, w-what was the k-k-kisses about, a-and he was just talking when he said he l-l-loved me, he m-meant as his friend, r-right...?! it seems like I haven't lost my best friend. If you still want to go out, I will accompany you, but you don't have to invite me. We're square. Uhm... I hate to admit it but actually it was Gilbert who took care of me. Sorry for my behaviour lately, I guess I've been quite out of sorts and worried you... I'll be well again soon, I promise to take better care.
Pfiadi, Joseph
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Post by josephseidl on Jun 25, 2012 8:38:13 GMT -5
Servus New Jersey,
seriously? You kicked Hesse's Arsch and still sank as low as to ask Gilbert for lessons...? Okay, nothing against Hesse. I know he's not the soberest or smartest, but he's a good guy and on my side most of the time when I argue with Lutz. Odd... Ja, I guess you can say that.
Pfiadi, Bayern
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Post by Feliciano Vargas on Jun 25, 2012 10:12:57 GMT -5
Joseph,
Ve, it was a shot in the dark, that he would come when Joseph came so the two of you might be able to talk things out. Since all Joseph wanted was the chance to talk to Hamish, I thought having a party would be the best chance of getting you two together~! I'm glad it worked and that you were able to settle your argument. Now all that remains is time, si? I'm very happy for you, Joseph! Prego~~ It's better to overvalue someone you care about Han undervalue them, ve~ Even if you dont think you did much, Joseph, I-I really am so thankful you were there for me. You were willing to listen to me even though my complaints and worries must've really been annoying to hear over and over again. It might not sound like much but by doing that, actually paying attention to what I was saying and worrying and not just dismissing it as me being ridiculous and silly... That's more than I've had from pretty much anyone, and I will always be grateful for that. Grazie, Joseph~ it's nice to smile again, and now I have a lot of things to smile about! I'm so happy for everything right now~ Ve, grazie again! Veeeee~ I'd say, in a way we are a little like teenagers in love, but even then...I'm just so very happy to be with him~! I don't think you have to worry about that, but if something like that happens I will definitely tell you, Joseph.
Ve, it's not just the idea of us being 'even' though, Joseph~! While I want to go out and have fun with my cousin to show how grateful and happy for him I am, I also just want to do so because I like to spend time with you! So I'd like to to go out and celebrate our good fortunes someday soon but if Joseph really doesn't want to we don't have to. You don't have to apologize, ve... Si, I was worried and such, but I'm happier that you're doing better than I am upset or sad that you weren't doing well before. Just so long as you continue to feel better and eata little more I'll stay happy that's you're well.
Stammi bene, Feliciano
P.S. But if Joseph thinks any of this means that my team will go easy on yours for Thursday's game you're mistaken, ve! Neuer won't know what hit him~
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Post by Ryan Paterson Jones on Jun 25, 2012 11:29:35 GMT -5
Bavaria,
I believe yew. Well... first of all it was the day after Christmas at all and all the Hesseans were majorily drunk as hell so it was quite easy to defeat him. Secondly, I had to win or else the Revolution would have ended right there with England winning. But as for getting lessions from Prussia.... Everyone was actually forced into that... It wasn't really my choice.
-Ryan
------------------------------------------------------------------------ Here's some facts The Battle of Trenton was one the most important battles in the Revolution. And due to that legacy, Trenton is the present capital of New Jersey. Also most of the battles of the Revolution were fought in New Jersey, hence why one of New Jersey's nicknames is the Crossroads of the Revolution. The Miltary capital of the United States during the Revolution was in Morristown, New Jersey while the Congressional capital was in Philadelpiha, Pennslyvania.
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Post by Hamish Kirkland on Jun 25, 2012 21:33:13 GMT -5
Dear Joseph,
I know you're going to give me shit for not writing so long but you can yell at me for being an ass, or whatever Bavarian thing you want to call that I won't get, when I get to your house.
Please don't be too upset with me anymore for all the pain I caused you because I plan to find creative ways to make it up to you. When you start believing that you love me and never stopped loving me I can find even better ways to show you how sorry I am. From last time you were with me I'm sure you remember that I do know how to make things interesting.
I'll say this one more time I'm sorry for everything I did and making you feel like you were worthless because now you know I'll die if I don't have you. You're all I need in this word so you keep that in mind!
Sincerely, Hamish
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Post by josephseidl on Jun 27, 2012 13:45:20 GMT -5
Servus Feliciano,
it was a heart shot. Apparently we both haven’t really been in the mood for partying but still somehow ended up there, and at the same time too. Almost sounds like Gott led our paths together again, doesn’t it? Time… yes, time. I think I will need some more time. M-mei… If you say so, okay... It was no problem though. Talking with you, and be it about unfounded worries or whatever, is something I really enjoy. I hope we will stay in contact even when Lutz kidnaps you to Berlin or so. Oh, but don’t praise me too much – I did call you some pretty mean things too. Sorry for that by the way. Good, good. Thanks for pointing it out, but actually it’s hard to miss that you’re very happy. You’re practically floating and it looks like you’re clinging to Lutz to stay down on Earth, you know. Lutz is really lucky to have you and I hope he appreciates it.
Okay, got it. Then let’s go out together and have a good time. Although… uhm… I guess you didn’t miss that I have still a little nourishment problem. It’s gotten a lot better by now thanks to that slave-driver Gilbert, but I still have to pay attention, so I’ll have to take a pass on certain groceries , strong alcohol and such… J-ja… I am doing better now, even if I’m still not fully up to snuff. My body is still a weakened… and after all that happened lately I seem to be a little… uhm… nuts. But I’m getting better and I realize now that I’m not alone.
Pfiadi, Joseph
P.S.: Pah! Nothing will hit Neuer or our goal. You better pay attention that he doesn’t make your Balotelli burst with anger. You know, “Jeder Schuss vorbei – Italia goodbye!”.
-- Jeder Schuss vorbei – Italia goodbye : Every shot missed – Italia goodbye (one line of a soccer song making fun of the Italian team ^^; )
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Post by josephseidl on Jun 27, 2012 14:10:16 GMT -5
Servus New Jersey,
no need to tell me. I know Hesse’s part of the story and all his sorry excuses, like that you were cowardly attacking him from behind while he was drunk and you had a giant army on your side (I believe he saw double, but well…). Hesse has calmed down a lot in the meantime though and he’s spending most of his time either in a bar, his office in the bank or curled up somewhere reading*. That explains a lot. No sane person would willingly ask Prussia for lessons.
Pfiadi, Bavaria
-- That’s interesting! * Hesse is famous of its economic center and especially banks, and also one of the biggest annual book fairs in Germany (already more than 500 years old)
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Post by josephseidl on Jun 27, 2012 15:16:22 GMT -5
Servus Hamish,
no… I’m giving you shit for not writing me when you needed help, for cutting ties because of my jealousy overreaction, for ignoring me and for lying to me. … I thought I had lost you forever!
T-that… I will try. You said you’re sorry and I accepted your apologies, b-but… it hurt so much to be simply dropped like that. I don’t know if I can get that out of my head so soon, Hamish… O-of course I want to, but s-still I can’t help the fear that it was all just a dream and that I’ll be alone again when I wake up. … J-ja, I remember, but that’s not… Hamish, I care a lot about you and… b-but I can’t… not yet. I mean, I need more time to make sense out of this confusing m-mess of thoughts and feelings.
I already forgave you… a-and I would love to believe you so much, b-but… a-after all… It would kill me if it turned out to be another lie… S-sorry, I don’t want to accuse you of lying… only so afraid… Oh Gott. Sorry, I better keep my trap shut.
Pfiadi, Joseph
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Post by Feliciano Vargas on Jun 27, 2012 21:58:59 GMT -5
Joseph,
I wasn't expecting either of you to show up, to be honest...But I'm glad that you came and that you two were able to fix things. Or at least begin the process of patching everything together again, ve. ...Seems as if I'm not the only one in Dio's good graces, so to speak. I'm happy for you, Joseph. Though make sure to take the time you need, ve. No matter what you feel, it is not good to rush. That's what you've told me, so please take your own advice. You might say it was no problem, Joseph, but... Ve, other than a few people, I'm usually brushed off as overreacting, overthinking, or just being silly. I rarely get taken serious, so having someone speak to me like I'm worth listening to means so much. Ve, of course I will keep writing to you! I've written to you months before this, and I will continue contact because I want to. Don't apologize, Joseph... You only said...the truth, and things I've been called before.
...Ve, that's so weird~ I had just written to Sadiq saying that I felt I'd float away if I wasn't hugging Luddi so often! Have you been reading my letters, Joseph, or can you just read my mind~?* Oh, Joseph, you're overexaggerating too, just like Luddi. I'm the lucky one, ve, not him.
I had noticed that, si... You've not been eating near as much as you should, and you always seemed miserable when I'd seen you. Granted, I had thought part of it was Gilbert upsetting you as well as the problems with Hamish rather than not eating correctly... But I'm very happy you're doing better! Ve, if you have to be careful, do you just want to wait until you've got a clean bill of health so you can have whatever you want? A little nuts? Ve, what does Joseph mean by that? You seem fine to me, in fact you seem very happy to me. I'm so happy that you're feeling better, Joseph. Please remember to continue taking care of yourself, and if you need me, I'm here, ve.
Feliciano
P.S. Mio Buffon puts tuo Neuer to shame, ve! Balotelli may have a bit of a temper but he can handle your defenders and Neuer just fine! Your record against me will still be zero wins before this game is over-- ...You're going to have a coronary by the time my team is done with yours, ve. We'll show you you can't even get close enough to miss a goal-shot.
--- *this is totally true. I was writing to Turkey about this, but I hadn't been able to send it before you wrote Joseph's letter. Are you really reading my mind? ó_ò
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Post by josephseidl on Jul 1, 2012 13:14:19 GMT -5
Servus Feliciano,
not even me, although you and Gilbert made me promise not to hide a way at home anymore? Mei… nevermind. I guess I didn’t look like I’d come for a party whatsoever. Na, it seems like Gott was being nice to us for a change. I still wonder why he put us through all that troubles before, but mei, maybe we had to prove we’re worthy or so. … Ja, you’re right, I mustn’t rush things. B-but, you know, that’s pretty hard after all that time… and… But you’re right. Ja, and I’m usually being brushed off as overreacting, ranting senselessly or just complaining. No worries, in my eyes you’re worthier listening to than Gilbert and Lutz together. Merci vielmals, I’d miss your letters a lot. … Still I’m sorry that I had to say it in such a mean way.
Huh? Naa, I didn’t read either. But it’s what it looks like to me. Actually it’s pretty obvious, Felicerl. Then let’s make it a compromise and say you’re both lucky… even if I still think that he’s a bit luckier.
Ja… It’s a bit weird… All those troubles with Hamish and everybody caused me an upset stomach and I couldn’t eat. But like that my stomach got used to not working and I got a terribly stomachache when I tried to eat again suddenly. So… got to take it easy and pay attention for a while. No, no. It’s okay, we can go out and have fun. I just have to take a pass on too spicy food and mustn’t eat or drink too much. But a Ruß or another mixed beverage is okay. Uhm… J-ja, that’s a bit embarrassing… W-well, things are going better now, especially with Hamish and so, but… I still have troubles believing it and I’m afraid that I might wake up any moment and he’s gone again. … I-In the last days I was clinging to him like an idiot and when I couldn’t stay around him, I read his last letters about every ten minutes only to prove to myself that everything’s okay and he didn’t disappear on me again. I feel like I’m slowly going insane. Thanks for the offer, but I’ll manage somehow. Merci.
Pfiadi, Joseph
P.S.: … It’s been such a long time since I last played my accordion…
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Post by Ryan Paterson Jones on Jul 5, 2012 14:29:11 GMT -5
Bavaria,
I believe yew... I haven't really have seen that guy, Hesse in a while and I'm pretty sure that he has calmed down a bit.
-New Jersey
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Cool! I never knew that!
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