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Post by Joseph L Jones on Oct 22, 2012 23:08:04 GMT -5
Rin,
I care about you too, and I can see why you feel this way, but there isn't anyone more suited to me than you are. At least I think so. And you think so too, r-right? I just want to see you again, but maybe this isn't ready...we should probably wait a while before-I-I mean, I don't know what I'd do if we did see each other again-or what you would let me do, really..If I were you I would punch me a couple times.
Me too. Sorry...
Well, th-that's great! Right? At least it's something, anything, at least you're not still mad at me. Are you? Oh... I see... No, it was me I think... I had a lot of confidence we would find a way to work out, even though not everyone agreed at first because I really like you, but yeah, you're right..haha..I mean, in the end, it probably would have gotten difficult either way. No, this time I swear, I will keep in touch with everybody. I won't do it again.
Joseph
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Post by Carina Jones on Oct 22, 2012 23:17:11 GMT -5
Joseph,
I don't know... you're so much braver and louder and more confident... I'd like to see you again too... I don't know either but... it would be nice to see you and hear your voice again. I could never punch you... and not just because I don't like to hurt anyone...
It's okay...
I'm not mad. I was never mad at you, it's alright if you have other things or if you want to move on, I - I just wish I heard something from you anything at all would have been enough. Maybe it was both of us... r-really? I don't know... maybe but... we could... try and work things out.... Gracias. I don't know what I would do if you stopped again
Carina
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Post by Joseph L Jones on Oct 22, 2012 23:41:37 GMT -5
Rin,
And you're sweet, and innocent, and kind...But that was why I fell in love with you, because you aren't like me at all. R-really? Maybe we could set something up, later... I guess.. It would be nice seeing you again too. Oh...thank you, that really means a lot to me...and not just because it would hurt if you did..
I hope so...
Oh. I'm really sorry. I couldn't get in contact with Alexis or anyone, so I couldn't even relay messages... M-maybe...I don't know...y-yeah...I hope so, really, I do. De nada. Me either...I promise that I won't ever leave you like that again, but..You're a lot stronger than me. You would get through it...I-I'm only saying this if anything happens to me
-Joseph
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Post by Carina Jones on Oct 22, 2012 23:54:06 GMT -5
((I think I should inform you of just how red she turned reading that first line. It was cute.))
Joseph,
o-oh, y-you mean it? r-really? Si. We were supposed to get together sometime, and I'd still like to see you when you have the time. I'd really like that. I'm glad.
It will be.
Oh.... I didn't realize... I guess I don't really write them that much so I didn't know... I don't know either... maybe we should just... try and see if we can figure things out from here? I think... I think we can try at least. I suppose I'm repeating myself but Gracias, I'm really happy to hear that. You're wrong I'm not that strong... you're stronger than I am... And I hope nothing happens to you.
~Carina
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Post by Joseph L Jones on Oct 23, 2012 0:05:54 GMT -5
((d'aaaww (/^w^\) ))
Rin,
Yes, of course I mean that. Ah. Right...I can make the time. And work isn't as harsh right now. It makes me happy that you are.
Well...that's ok. They didn't know what was going on either, so... I don't see why not....well who knows, maybe everything will be back to normal soon... as long as we try. That's fine..it's no problem, really, anything to make you even a little happy. But you are...I'm...I'm really sort of a coward..With a lot of weakspots and fears and everything, and you've been through more and are still nice to everyone, even when they don't especially give you a reason to be... thank you...
Joseph
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Post by Carina Jones on Oct 23, 2012 0:14:48 GMT -5
Joseph,
I - I don't even know what to say... I'm glad... for all of that really I am. More than I can say.
Ah... okay. Well you should probably make sure you write to everyone else so that they know you're alright too. I- If you haven't already I mean.
I think I'd really like to try. Gracias. So am I... I've gone back to living in the woods... because the animals make sense and I don't have to be afraid... I don't know that I've been through more, I mean everyone's been through a lot right? It's easy to be nice to everyone when you spend so little time with them. You don't have to do anything. And I like to be nice, I care...
~Carina
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Post by Joseph L Jones on Oct 27, 2012 18:23:56 GMT -5
Rin,
It's alright...Just know if there is anything I'm ever serious about its stuff like that. You sure know how to make a guys heart skip.
I'm working on that now...Thanks for more reminding me, I almost forgot..
Exquisit', estoy feliz. No problem. Y-You have?? I mean...You wouldn't rather talk to everyone about things instead of going to the woods? Whatever makes you happy or feel better is fine, as long as you know how to take care of yourself... I have a feeling you have... You got a good point there. It would be a lot harder if you spent as much time with everyone else as me or Cal does...You're really sweet you know.
-Joseph
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Post by Joseph L Jones on Oct 27, 2012 18:36:58 GMT -5
Joseph- Hey! Little bro how are ya? It's been a long time since we last spoken to each other! - Ryan P.S.: Sparky says 'hi' ---------------------------- Sparky is Jersey's pet Jersey Devil, just to let you know. Ryan...? Ryan...shit its been a long time. So um, hey... Do not call me little bro again, huh?
Sorry I haven' answered this letter damn where the time go? Anyany, write back whenever bro. Tell me how you been an all that. Joseph P.S. Cool, tell him I said whats up
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Post by Carina Jones on Oct 27, 2012 18:40:23 GMT -5
Joseph,
I'll make sure never to forget that.
and you certainly know how to make me blush
Ah well that's good. I'm sure they've been worried about you too.
Me too
Not really... I mean... they all have their own things and I wouldn't want to intrude. Besides I don't really know that much to talk about. I've been taking care of myself alright mostly... I just fell once and then dad made me stay home for a while. Still... I suppose I should try to spend a little more time because I haven't really been spending any... g-gracias.*
~Carina
((*she's so cute when she starts blushing really she is. And she's actually started trying to spend time with people again ^-^ even if it's mostly the chatango rp sessions))
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Post by Ryan Paterson Jones on Oct 27, 2012 18:56:02 GMT -5
Joseph- Hey! Little bro how are ya? It's been a long time since we last spoken to each other! - Ryan P.S.: Sparky says 'hi' ---------------------------- Sparky is Jersey's pet Jersey Devil, just to let you know. Ryan...? Ryan...shit its been a long time. So um, hey... Do not call me little bro again, huh?
Sorry I haven' answered this letter damn where the time go? Anyany, write back whenever bro. Tell me how you been an all that. Joseph P.S. Cool, tell him I said whats up Joseph- I know! I missed ya a lot! It's fine. I have been busy too... I'm over at Japan's house at the moment. A lot of things have happened recently. It's so confusing! - Ryan PS. I did!
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Post by Joseph L Jones on Oct 27, 2012 19:12:42 GMT -5
Ryan,
What? You did? Get out man. I guess I missed you too... ((He tries an hides the fact that he gets embarrased easy about this kind of stuff.))
Oh tha's kinda good news. What you been busy with, getting hassled by vampires again? Ok cool tell 'im I said hey will you?
Yea I know. Lot of stuff. Its kinda how I like it but-- oh shit I almost forgot t' say. You're probably gonna be at Japans for a while but when y' get back I want us to hang out if its cool with you.
-Joseph
P.S. Thanks man
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Post by Joseph L Jones on Oct 27, 2012 19:25:26 GMT -5
Joseph, I'll make sure never to forget that. and you certainly know how to make me blushAh well that's good. I'm sure they've been worried about you too. Me too Not really... I mean... they all have their own things and I wouldn't want to intrude. Besides I don't really know that much to talk about. I've been taking care of myself alright mostly... I just fell once and then dad made me stay home for a while. Still... I suppose I should try to spend a little more time because I haven't really been spending any... g-gracias.* ~Carina ((*she's so cute when she starts blushing really she is. And she's actually started trying to spend time with people again ^-^ even if it's mostly the chatango rp sessions)) Rin, Thank you.. Hold on a second, this is getting much too cute...I guess you could be right. That or happy to have some quiet. You probably wouldn't've* been intruding. Che..That's good. How..how far did you fall? You aren't making it out to sound less bad than it was are you? You'll get more used to it the more you try. Joseph ((*Joseph is stupid. Aaw ik she's soo freckin cute like this x3))
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Post by Ryan Paterson Jones on Oct 27, 2012 19:26:32 GMT -5
Joseph,
Actually... I'm a democrat too but I like those vampires because my boss hates them. And I will tell him hi for ya.
Well... The thing is... I don't know how to tell you this but, I just recently discovered that I'm gay. It's been a very confusing time for me.
And yes, I promise you that when I get back from Japan's place, I'll come over to hang out with ya bro!
- Ryan
PS. No problem
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Post by Joseph L Jones on Oct 27, 2012 19:42:35 GMT -5
Ryan,
Yea, I meant your governor and people like him(You know, who are kinda mean to you a lot). Ok thanks
Hahahahhahahahahahahhahahhahaha oh god yes!!! I mean no- I mean I'm not making fun of you or anything but come on, thats-wow! Look, when you...Ok, when things like this happen, you have a right to feel good about it. Its all really confusing and hard to understand at first but you just embrace it and be proud about it ok? Soon it all start makin sense to you and you'll realize that its not such a big deal and its just who you are and then you won't feel awkward at all. So Im really glad you told me! Am I the first person you told? I mean, I aint trynna make this conversation awkward or some shit, but just in case you feel weird about it I want you to know I support you, you know.
Hurrah awesome! We're gonna have fucking blast, G! Oh I am soooo taking you all over Vegas shit is gonna be poppin off.
-Joseph
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Post by Carina Jones on Oct 27, 2012 19:44:29 GMT -5
Rin, Thank you.. Hold on a second, this is getting much too cute...I guess you could be right. That or happy to have some quiet. You probably wouldn't've* been intruding. Che..That's good. How..how far did you fall? You aren't making it out to sound less bad than it was are you? You'll get more used to it the more you try. Joseph ((*Joseph is stupid. Aaw ik she's soo freckin cute like this x3)) Joseph, It's no problem, I'm really glad to know. ah I'm s-sorry?No I'm sure they must have been worried too. I know dad was a bit. I don't know... every time I was nearby lately it felt like it... A-ah well i kindof sortof felloffnearthetopofareallyhighcliffbyaccident but I'm fine now! I - I guess maybe I try to because I'm alright now and I don't want you to worry. You're right. It's been getting a little better already and it's only been a couple days. ~Carina *pretty heavily scratched out compared to other times*
P.S. is it too soon to say I love you again? because I think I do... I felt so bad when you left but I'm so happy again.((alright then... most of the last few times she's shown up other couples have gotten... couply... so she's felt like she was intruding >.> I know~ this is so much fun *I hope I don't break vada...))
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